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God’s Gunner’s, Booty Bandits, & Bad Boys

Sunday, September 30th, 2007

By R25288 ( c ) 2006-2007

www.r25288.com

r25288@yahoo.com

www.myspace.com/r25288

 

Chapter Thirty-One

Threats To Freedom

 

“Is life so dear, or peace so sweet, as to be purchased at the price of chains and slavery?  Forbid it, Almighty God! - I know not what course others may take; but as for me, give me liberty, or give me death!”

Patrick Henry, (1775)

 

All The Girls Love Alice

Music by Elton John

Lyrics by Bernie Taupin

 

Raised to be a lady by the golden rule

Alice was the spawn of a public school

With a double barrel name in the back of her brain

And a simple case of mummy-doesn’t-love-me blues

 

Reality it seems was just a dream

She couldn’t get it on with the boys on the scene

But what do you expect from a chick who’s just sixteen

And hey, hey, hey, you know what I mean

 

All the young girls love Alice

Tender young Alice they say

Come over and see me

Come over and please me

Alice it’s my turn today

 

All the young girls love Alice

Tender young Alice they say

If I give you my number

Will you promise to call me

Wait till my husband’s away

 

Poor little darling with a chip out of her heart

It’s like acting in a movie when you got the wrong part

Getting your kicks in another girl’s bed

And it was only last Tuesday they found you in the subway dead

 

And who could you call your friends down in soho

One or two middle-aged dykes in a go-go

And what do you expect from a sixteen year old yo-yo

And hey, hey, hey, oh don’t you know

 

My dear gentle readers, why do we have have more African-Americans and Hispanics in prison cells than in college dorm rooms?  Virginia, will you tell them please?  “Systemic violence?”  Yes, Virginia, thank you, you are my best student.

Virginia, African-Americans overwhelmingly vote Democratic.  They understand.  And Hispanics and Asians are also beginning to understand better;  last year they voted Democratically, by 69 percent and 62 percent respectively.

Having served on The Pinellas (FL) County Democratic Executive Committee in 2001, the Republicans have taken away my right to vote for 15 years since 2001.  I depend on you Virginia, and my African-American, Hispanic, Asian, and GLBT friends to register and vote in this next election.  Make no mistake, Virginia, the greatest threat to freedom in America today comes not from Iraq, Iran, China, Russia, Cuba, Syria, or any other entity;  the greatest threat to freedom in America comes from the majority of American Republicans.

 

“According to (Iranian President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad), there are no homosexuals in Iran.  I guess that explains the pathetic state of their musical theater.”

David Letterman, (Late Show host)

 

Notes from my journal of 11-24-04, Wednesday, 3:35pm:

Prison is my paradise.  We got together again on Sunday afternoon from 1:30 to 2:30.  He came twice;  it was nice.  I filed a grievance over my DR-religious freedom-being denied access to the Chapel on Sunday, and health issues in the kitchen-over lack of gloves being used to serve food, and lack of soap to wash your hands with.  Called Steve last night and he told me he had sent me money(God bless him).  I asked for him and Ed to call or email the Warden over the retaliation(DR’s-disciplinary reports) I am receiving for filing grievances.  Dr. Lewis gave me a copy of “Lazy Man’s Guide to Enlightenment” by Thadeus Golas.  I sent Sgt. Bory a request to transfer dorms, as Sgt. Right threatened to lock me up for my “alternate lifestyle”.  Tomorrow will be my 4th Thanksgiving in prison-I’m a little tired of my paradise.  J.D. and I walked this am before he went to work.  I told him I’m trying to get transferred to afternoon kitchen detail, so we could work together. 

 

“Liberty lies in the hearts of men and women;  when it dies there, no constitution, no law…no court can save it…The spirit of liberty is the spirit which is not too sure that it is right;  the spirit of liberty is the spirit which seeks to understand the minds of other men and women.”

Learned Hand, (1944)

 

My dear gentle readers;  yes, you too Virgina;  I invite you to join me as a friend-it’s free-on www.myspace.com/r25288.

 

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God’s Gunner’s, Booty Bandits, & Bad Boys

Wednesday, August 29th, 2007

 

By R25288 ( c ) 2006-2007

www.r25288.com

r25288@yahoo.com

 

Chapter Thirty

    Courage

 

“To see what is right and not to do it is want  of  courage.”  

 Confucius

 

Lola

   By the Kinks

 

I met her in a club down in old soho

Where you drink champagne and it taste just like chery-cola

C-o-l-a cola

She walked up to me and she asked me to dance

I asked her her name and in a dark brown voice she said lola

L-o-l-a lo-lo-lo-lo-lola

 

Well I’m not the world’s most physical guy

But when she squeezed me tight she nearly broke my spine

Oh my lola lo-lo-lo-lo lola

Well I’m not dumb but I can’t understand

Why she walked like a woman and talked like a man

Oh my lola lo-lo-lo-lo lola lo-lo-lo-lo lola

 

Well we drank champagne and danced all night

Under electric candlelight

She picked me up and sat me on her knee

And said dear boy won’t you come home with me

Well I’m not the world’s most passionate guy

But when I looked in her eyes well I almost fell for my lola

Lo-lo-lo-lo lola lo-lo-lo-lo lola

Lola lo-lo-lo-lo lola lo-lo-lo-lo lola

 

I pushed her away

I walked to the door

I fell to the floor

I got down on my knees

Then I looked at her and she at me

 

Well that’s the way that I want it to stay

And I always want it to be that way for my lola

Lo-lo-lo-lo lola

Girls will be boys and boys will be girls

It’s a mixed up muddled up shook up world except for lola

Lo-lo-lo-lo lola

 

Well I left home just a week before

And I’d never ever kissed a woman before

But lola smiled and took me by the hand

And said dear boy I’m gonna make you a man

 

Well I’m not the world’s most masculine man

But I know what I am and I’m glad I’m a man

And so is lola

Lo-lo-lo-lo lola lo-lo-lo-lo lola

 

“Men simply copied the realities of their hearts when they built prisons.”

Richard Wright, The Outsider

 

The National Center for Health Statistics, which is  part of the Center for Disease Control reported in June, 2007:

96% of adults claim they have had sex;

16% claim their 1st  sexual experience was before they reached the age of 16;

15% claim their 1st sexual experience occurred after they reached the age of 21;

17% of men claim they have had only one female partner in their life;

25% of women claim they have had only one male partner in their life.

 

“But did thee feel the earth move?”

Earnest Hemingway,

For Whom The Bell Tolls

 

African American Alan Crotzer spent 24 years in Florida prisons for a crime he did not commit.  Under federal guidelines, individuals that are wrongly imprisoned should receive $50,000.00 for every year they spent in prison.  Florida recently approved a budget of over $70.0 billion, and refused to give Crotzer a dime.  My dear gentle readers, that was and continues to be wrong.

Virginia, I know ma would not find this uplifting, but we only can protect each other and promote a more civilized society by exposing, and turning the lights on the cockroaches, and watch them run for cover.

This year in Florida, eight prison guards had arrest warrants issued for them for abusing inmates, including forcing more than one to clean toilets with their tongues.  Besides beatings, Florida guards have killed inmates, as evidenced by previous chapters.  Virginia, it is wrong, but fortunately, having been there, they do not represent the majority, only a small minority.  They abuse their power and authority, and we must do better.

 

“Fear is the main source of superstition, and one of the main sources of cruelty.  To conquer fear is the beginning of wisdom.”

Bertrand Russell

 

He is a young African American, who became a friend of mine in prison.  Like most of our children in prison, he is educationally challenged.  He was at Liberty CI, when J.D. and I were both there.  He has a couple of years left on his sentence.  I ordered him a subscription to USA Today, because I know how hard time in a cell 23 hours, and 55 minutes a day can be, 7 days a week, 30 days at a time, before being allowed outside for 3 hours every Saturday, in a cage, because the state of Florida did it to me for over 5 months of my 4 years, 3 months, and 2 weeks in prison-serving over 85% of my time for being a gay educated man.

He called me on 8-21-07, at 5:50pm, and again at 6:13pm.  I accepted his collect calls.  He told me that without him being present, guards entered his cell, and took all of his USA Todays, because they said his name wasn’t on them-never mind that noone else there gets USA Today.  He told me that he was told he was going home in a body bag.

He mailed me a letted dated 8-22-07, 7:30pm, postmarked 8-23-07, and said:

“Dear Chris,

“…just Dropping you a few lines to let you know that I Did Every thing you told me to Do.  And they Did not move me to know “protective custody” Dorm or cell yet.  I turn in the request last night as soon as I got off the phone with you.  I sent it Directly to the (Warden) that’s in head charge over this hole prison.

“lets move on.  Anyways…Today one of the officer’s who I was telling you About was working in my Dorm today. and he came by my cell a couple times looking inside making little Face Expression’s.  He had me scared because I in this cell by myself. and him and some of his Buddy’s was talking around my cell-Door saying slick remarks so I can him(hear) them.  Chris The Officer who I’m talking about is (_______).  But the other Officer who I was telling you about (______________) was not working today…

“…(_________) and (______________) are the ones who keep “threatening” me.  And I’m scared.  I wanna Be Move out of A Dormitory to “protective custody” and transferred to another close-management camp as soon as possible.  and away From these 2#Officers.

“Thank you for helping me.”

Virginia, say a prayer for my friend.  We already incarcerate 50% more Americans than we need to, and while there, they shouldn’t have to live in fear.

 

“Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everwhere.”

Martin Luther King, Jr.

“Letter from Birmingham Jail”

 

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J.D. and I wish you and yours peace and a joyous Labor Day Holiday weekend.

 

“No race can prosper till it learns that there is as much dignity in tilling a field as in writing a poem.”

Booker T. Washington,

Up from Slavery

 

 

 

God’s Gunner’s, Booty Bandits, & Bad Boys

Saturday, July 28th, 2007

By R25288 ( c ) 2006-2007

www.r25288.com

r25288@yahoo.com

 

                                Chapter Twenty-Nine

 

             Love

 

 

 

“Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength,  loving someone deeply gives you courage.” 

Lao Tzu

 

Walk On The Wild Side

By Lou Reed

 

Holly came from miami f.l.a.

Hitch-hiked her way across the u.s.a.

 

Plucked her eyebrows on the way

Shaved her leg and then he was a she

She says, hey babe, take a walk on the wild side

Said, hey honey, take a walk on the wild side

 

Candy came from out on the island

In the backroom she was everybody’s darling

 

But she never lost her head

Even when she was given head

She says, hey babe, take a walk on the wild side

Said, hey babe, take a walk on the wild side

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Little joe never once gave it away

Everybody had to pay and pay

 

A hustle here and a hustle there

New york city is the place where they said

Hey babe, take a walk on the wild side

I said hey joe, take a walk on the wild side

 

Sugar plum fairy came and hit the streets

Lookin’ for soul food and a place to eat

 

Went to the apollo

You should have seen him go go go

They said, hey sugar, take a walk on the wild side

I said, hey babe, take a walk on the wild side

All right, hun

 

Jackie is just speeding away

Thought she was james dean for a day

 

Then i guess she had to crash

Valium would haved helped that dash

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I said, hey honey, take a walk on the wild side

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From my journal of Sunday, October 31, 2004, 9 a.m.    (19th day):

Yesterday, I gave J.D. a poem I wrote for him, “Cell I2-204    L & U.”  He read it aloud to me, laughed several times, and then he gave me a hug.  We got together Thursday and Saturday, now at 22.  Last night as we said good night, we hugged, and I touched him.  He replied, “I can go for that.”

Earlier in the evening we looked at 2 issues of Ebony, Readers Digest, and Interview.  I explained to him pictures of men and women who I felt had life in their eyes and those that didn’t, until the light went out.  Time went back last night(daylight savings time).  We should get out tomorrow.  Officer Holley came around this morning and told me to put my law work, newspapers, and magazines out of sight-1st time in 19 days-oh well-moved them out of sight by the sink(not viewable by staff walking by).

Last night when the lights went out, I stood up and put my arm over J.D. as he laid in bed, and put my head on his arm.  He said, “You’re not getting all sentimental on me?  You’re not getting soft on me?”  I replied, “Yeah, I’m sentimental and soft.”  He laughed.

Finished his law case-only have to rewrite now and do alittle more research for issues.  We talked about New York City, and school, and living together.  Now, when I put my foot by his butt, he says nothing.  I touch him freely everywhere, anytime now and he doesn’t object.  He likes looking at the ads in the Wall Street Journal, and USA Today.  We looked at car ads in Ebony, picking one out of each page of 4 choices-we usually picked the same one for best, without knowing the others choice-same with women.  It’s been a wonderful 19 days.

 

From my journal of Monday, November 1st, 2004, 8:10 a.m.:

I woke up and remembered to say, “White Rabbit.”  My ma had taught me it was an English custom, and if you said it on the first day of the month, before you said anything else, it would bring you good luck for that month.  I kept saying it out loud until I heard J.D. say it.  This is our 20th day in here, and 14th on D.R.(disciplinary report), so we may get out today-if not, then tomorrow.  I think today.  We just finished showering. 

In the evening, I told him it was our last night together, and he replied, “They’ll be a lifetime history of nights.”  I said that it had been nice.  He said, “It has been nice, I have to say so myself.”  So, it was like a 3 week honeymoon.  I’ll miss this room.  “A Room With A View” to a “A Room With Love.”  He told me I was crazy this morning when we were laughing over something, and I replied, “Yeah, crazy over you.”  So, from nearly calling it quits a few weeks ago-to today-I’m glad I didn’t throw in the towel, but time on the yard will be different-but it’s all good.

 

From my journal of Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004, 9 a.m.:

Election day.  I hope Kerry does it.  This morning, I told J.D. that this is our 21st day in here, and best 3 weeks I’ve had in 30 years.  He replied, “God bless your little heart.”  I asked him to repeat it, as I hadn’t heard it all, and he did, and I replied, “You’re so “tweet.”  We both laughed.  We should get out after lunch as this is our 14th day, and becomes our 15th day at 3:10 p.m. 

Got nice pics from Carlos and Anne of condo on Clearwater Beach yesterday, when they were down visiting with ma and me.  J.D. liked looking at them.  He got another Ebony.  In the evening, he organized my locker under my bunk as I laid on it and stroked his head.  I told him it felt like his pubic area, and I was getting hot.  We both laughed…

 

Bridge Over Troubled Water

By Simon And Garfunkel

 

When you’re weary, feeling small,

When tears are in your eyes, I will dry them all;

I’m on your side.  When times get rough

And friends just can’t be found,

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will lay me down.

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will lay me down.

 

When you’re down and out,

When you’re on the street,

When evening falls so hard

I will comfort you.

I’ll take your part.

When darkness comes

And pains is all around,

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will lay me down.

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will lay me down.

 

Sail on silvergirl,

Sail on by.

Your time has come to shine.

All your dreams are on their way.

See how they shine.

If you need a friend

I’m sailing right behind.

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will ease your mind.

Like a bridge over troubled water

I will ease your mind.

 

“Love takes off masks we fear we cannot live without and know that we cannot live within.”

“Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does.  Love is a battle, love is a war;  love is a growing up.”

James A. Baldwin (both quotes)

 

Donations payable to R25288 may be mailed to P.O. Box 5514, Clearwater, FL  33758-5514.

 

“Frees us of all the weight and pain of life:  That word is love.”

Sophocles

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

God’s Gunner’s, Booty Bandits, & Bad Boys

Saturday, June 30th, 2007

 

By R25288 ( c ) 2006-2007

www.r25288.com

r25288@yahoo.com

Donations are appreciated and accepted payable to R25288, via P.O. Box 5514, Clearwater, Florida 33758-5514, or at www.realitycharity.com/R25288.  Any and all size donations are accepted with gratitude.

 

 

     Chapter Twenty-Eight

          Paragraph 175

 

 

“If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself.  What isn’t part of ourselves doesn’t disturb us.”

Hermann Hesse

 

 

The Times They Are A-Changin’

By Bob Dylan

 

“Come gather ’round people

Wherever you roam

And admit that the waters

Around you have grown

And accept it that soon

You’ll be drenched to the bone.

If your time to you

Is worth savin’

Then you better start swimmin’

Or you’ll sink like a stone

For the times they are a-changin’.

 

“Come writers and critics

Who prophesize with your pen

And keep your eyes wide

The chance won’t come again

And don’t speak too soon

For the wheel’s still in spin

And there’ a no tellin’ who

That it’s namin’.

For the loser now

Will be later to win

For the times they are a-changin’.

 

“Come senators, congressmen

Please heed the call

Don’t stand in the doorway

Don’t block up the hall

For he that gets hurt

Will be he who has stalled

There’s a battle outside

And it’s ragin’.

It’ll soon shake your windows

And rattle your walls

For the times they are a-changin’.

 

“Come mothers and fathers

Throughout the land

And don’t criticize

What you can’t understand

Your sons and your daughters

Are beyond your command

Your old road is

Rapidly agin’.

Please get out of the new one

If you can’t lend your hand

For the times they are a-changin’.

 

“The line it is drawn

The curse it is cast

The slow one now

Will later be fast

As the present now

Will later be past

The order is

Rapidly fadin’.

And the first one now

Will later be last

For the times they are a-changin’.”

 

 

Virginia, always remember that laws are made by man, and not all laws are just, ethical, or moral.  In the last century, millions of Jews, Gypsies, homosexuals, and other considered “undesirables” were exterminated for being a human being with those attributes of Jewishness, gayness, and Gypsies.

In Germany, in the 1930’s, Hitler began a systematic denial of civil rights, persecution, imprisonment, castration, and extermination of gays, lasting until the end of World War II.  It was done all within the rules and laws of the country.  It was known as Paragraph 175 of the Criminal Code.  It was basically a law against homosexuality, including kissing, fondling, and mutual masturbation.  It carried as much as a ten year prison sentence.  Gays were forced to wear pink triangles in the concentration camps.  There was over a million gays in Germany at the beginning of the 1930’s.  Approximately ten percent of those were arrested.  Less than half of those sentenced to concentration camps survived. 

As another example of systemic violence, my dear gentle readers, gays were not liberated when the war ended like the Jews and others were, but were forced to finish their sentences for being criminals-their crime-loving their fellow man, even though the war was officially over.  Those familiar with systemic violence know that the war against systemic violence never ends.  They were even denied reparations that others received.  Paragraph 175 was not totally dismantled in Germany until 1994.  It took America until the beginning of this century to do basically the same.  Virginia, justice delayed is justice denied, and some laws have no justice in them whatsoever.  Just ask the African-American, whose value under American law was once only equal to 3/5 of a white man’s.

 

 

“Those who do not learn from history are condemned to repeat it.”

George Santayana

 

 

From my journal, on Saturday, October 30th, 2004, at 9am, I wrote J.D. the following poem:

 

 

            Cell I2-204 L&U

(meaning Lower and Upper bunks)

 

For the last 18 days, we lived in this cell

17 times you spoke to me as best friend

We shared together;  you were just swell

We’re lifetime partners, we’re not just a trend

 

It was so “tweet” when you made my bed

I gave you my desserts, you remember the bread

We played Charades, did math, law work, and read

I grew hair on my face, you grew it on your head

 

We laughed and talked and hummed many a song

Slept, played tick-tack-toe, and hangman

I loved our time together;  everything right;  nothing wrong

I lost weight;  you lost your bumps;  I lost my tan

 

You gave me your greens, and juice made of grapefruit

The weather was fine, we didn’t have to sweat

We both learned some new words, like staff called galoots

We both avoided a Lt. we called heifer, I avoided the Vet.

 

While 18 days in a lifetime is really quite short

For me, it’s been the best time in my last 20 years

I’ve given issues that we’ve improved for you in court

You say, “It gets greater later,” so Monday I’ll shed no tears

 

Yesterday, you spoke up for me, when you could have left;  I care for you

You protected me;  we even did exercises

I’m in love with you, which you already knew

We’re at the point;  anything can be said;  no need to lie

 

Each passing day I discover things about you;  I love you more

Like knelling, and why crumbs need to be washed from your lips

You called her a “tomboy sissy;”  I just called her a whore

We ran out of batteries, and I’m glad we neither use rips(cigarettes)

 

I liked touching your hand when we said, “Good night.”

Once we had ants;  now they’re all gone

We’ve come so far since May;  everything now seems natural and right

Saying, “Good morning, honey,” with breakfast in bed before dawn

 

You taught me how to block up the vent, and make dental floss;

How to make a fountain out of water that sometimes tasted

To go through life without you now would be a real loss

And when we get out, I’ll never make your grits so runny

 

The things I saw you flush down the toilet would make the Warden scream

I stalked and listened for steps;  we read to each other

You allowed me to be comfortable with you;  we’re really quite a team

You’ll never be too heavy for me to bear;  you’ll always be my brother

 

I bend for you, and I know you bend for me

In life or prison, our closeness is a blessing, and rare to find

Enjoy it; cherish it; never take it for granted, as I become we

You’re the best thing in my life now;  I’ll never leave you behind

 

For the last 18 days, we lived in this cell

17 times you spoke to me as best friend

We shared together;  you were just swell

We’re lifetime partners, not just a trend

 

For my J.D.-

                  AML(All My Love), C

 

 

“Thou shalt not be a victim.  Thou shalt not be a perpetrator.  Above all, thou shalt not be a bystander.”

HOLOCAUST MUSEUM, WASHINGTON,DC

 

 

“The writer must be universal in sympathy and an outcast by nature;  only then can he see clearly.”

Julian Barnes

 

 

Virginia, I received this from a publisher:

TO: ______________, Managing Director

FROM:  ___________, Editorial Coordinator

RE:  Reading Report for “God’s Gunners, Booty Bandits, and Bad Boys” by Christopher Eckhardt

DATE:  May 30, 2007

 

Please review the reader’s report for the above noted manuscript.  I recommend it for publishing…

Christopher Eckhardt’s “God’s Gunners, Booty Bandits, and Bad Boys” is the autobiography of a man who has experienced the highs and lows of life, and learned from each meaningful event that freedom of expression must be preserved at all costs.

The author spent nearly five years in a Florida prison without due process.  He says, “I was imprisoned…for being a former Vietnam War protester, conscientious objector, lifetime pacifist, and current gay Democrat.  Violent criminals received less time than I did by the same system.”  He lived in Florida for eighteen years without as much as a speeding ticket.  When he enters the prison system, he is thrown into another world, where the prison is called camp, ducks are novices, and dawgs are experienced inmates.  This prison-speak also includes the brown shirts who are the officers, the blue shirts who are the inmates, and the white shirts who are the administrators.

He recounts his special love affairs with Blue and J.D., and the difficulty of developing a loving relationship with his partners behind bars.  He became adept at working the system, however, and never gave up on his long standing belief in the dignity of the human spirit.  He says, “Prison was my tsunami, and I survived.”  He now lives in a homeless shelter, and continues his campaign for justice, and despite three suicide attempts, lives every day to the fullest.

“God’s Gunners, Booty Bandits, and Bad Boys” is a stark look at prison life and the penal system in general.  Despite Christoper Eckhardt’s considerable awards and recognitions, he does not flinch when he describes the injustices he suffered.  The work is liberally sprinkled with quotes from James Baldwin, Nelson Mandela, Robert Kennedy, Helen Keller, and lyrics to many songs, including “Folsom Prison” by Johnny Cash.  The narrative contains many flashbacks to the author’s childhood and family life that add depth to the work.  This autobiography should capture the attention of the author’s readers, giving them an insider’s look into prison life.   

 

 

There is an article at www.abcnews.com, “Supreme Court Rules Against ‘Bong Hits 4 Jesus’ Student.”  I was the 128th comment to the article on June 25, 2007.  I wrote:

“As a plaintiff in Tinker v Des Moines, I mourn the loss of freedom in America today by our currently Republican controlled U.S. Supreme Court.  The U.S. Supreme Court today ruled against the least among us with power:  our children and students.  Now, none of us are safe anymore.  Next they’ll send women back to the kitchen, pregnant and barefoot, and take away their control of their bodies.  Then, they’ll send Hispanics south of the border;  then they’ll send African-American back to the back of the bus;  then, they’ll send gays back to the closets;  and then they’ll send more homeless to jail.  Today, we begin to mourn the loss of freedom in America, and it is truly unAmerican at the beginning of the 21st century.  This is just another further attempt by the Republicans to use government to control the thinking of Americans.  Republicans are a serious threat to the freedom that our forefathers pledged their honor, property, and lives to establish and protect for all Americans-not just to those that they agree with.  Freedom of Expression, and our Constitution were seriously wounded by a Republican controlled U.S. Supreme Court today, and we became less of the “Home of the Free.”  Our founding fathers cry today because terrorism is no longer just an outside threat, but the loss of freedom is as terroristic as the loss of innocent lives.  Our current Republican, extremely conservative, Uncle Tom Supreme Court wants limited government for itself, but maximum government control over the rest of us and our thinking.  Not enough Americans stood up for our children and students, so they will live with less freeedom than we enjoyed.  Next they will come for your freedoms, and who will be left to stand up for you?  Remember, what we lost today was and is important.  It was and is the basis of our strength-the right to freedom of expression-speech, religion, and the press.  May you and God protect America, our Constitution, and our blessed way of life.

Posted by:

r25288 11:09 PM”

 

 

“Who controls the past,” ran the Party slogan, “controls the future:  who controls the present controls the past.”

George Orwell, 1984

 

 

On June 27th, 2007, Susan Donaldson James wrote an excellent news article about Mary Beth, John, and me.  It is titled “Now Middle-Aged, Student Protesters Echo Triumphs and Casualties of the 1960’s.”  It is available at www.abcnews.com, and then in their search engine just type in my name, or www.r25288.com, and hit enter/search and there you are. 

 

 

“If all mankind minus one, were of one opinion, and only one person were of the contrary opinion, mankind would be no more justified in silencing that one person than he, if he had the power, would be justified in silencing mankind.”

John Stuart Mill, On Liberty

 

 

Virginia, our American flag flies on my patio as I write this, as it does on my office desk daily, as it will this Wednesday, July 4th, 2007.  J.D.’s charge does not involve drugs, sex, treason, and he never hurt anyone.  He is a 26 year old African-American, and the state of Florida never intends to let him live free again.  My dear gentle readers, it is wrong;  it is not justice.  Regardless, J.D. and I wish you and yours a joyous 4th of July.  Celebrate your freedoms, and continue to protect them for yourself and your family, and help me and others who are struggling to change unjust laws, extreme sentences, and systemic violence.

 

 

“Absalom said moreover, Oh that I were made judge in the land, that every man which hath any suit or cause might come unto me, and I would do him justice!”

II SAMUEL 15:4